Break up to Make up

What a stressful weekend.

Let’s start with me being excited as usual to see *Scott after work last Friday. When I arrived at *Scott’s place he jumped in my car looking for our teddy bear that we call our child. We share custody, and it was my turn to bring him to *Scott’s to stay the week. I realized that I forgot our “Moomin baby” and he got pretty pissed. So I got pissed that I left it, and even more pissed that it seemed as though he was more excited about seeing our baby than to see me.

I was having a pretty stressful week and I didn’t tell him yet, so adding this on was more than enough. As soon as we got in his place I jumped in the shower and broke down crying. I was just exhausted from life. I had no time to vent because we were headed out to dinner with his sister. Of course we played nice at dinner as much as possible but it was pretty evident that I was mentally not there.

Once we were back at him place I opened the flood gates and told him how I have been feeling.

I have been jealous that he has been having a life outside of me. If you guys don’t know, I work in finance and I am studying to get my series 7 license and taking classes online. So when I say I have no time for life, I really don’t.

I also let him know about some troubles at home. That I will save for another post.

After that I told him how much I wanted to spice up our relationship and … for the lack of better words..FUCK MORE.

I felt relieved that he was understanding. Too bad I could do much since aunt flow was visiting. I told him that I might make a booty call this week.

Our Saturday was fun. I went shopping and we went out for dinner, biking, and ice cream. Sunday turned out to be a horrible day.

The NY Giants lost their 5^th game in a row and *Scott’s best friend and his girlfriend broke up. *Since the girlfriend *K and I are super close I was heart broken. I mean we were both crying on the phone together. I hope that they can work things out.

Until next time!

Im back!

Well damn, where have I been? On a mental break. I don’t even remember when I wrote last however, I am glad to say I am back. There were a lot of things going on in my life that I wish I could share with you all but some things must be kept private. Before you ask … *Scott and I are still together.

I wish that statement could be more exciting. It seems as though we have gotten ourselves into a relationship rut. I want more excitement and he, on the other hand, is happy with the way things are. I want to go out more, socialize more, have more SEX. Yes, more sex. I could remember back in the good old days… sex 3 times a day (on the weekends). Now that we are a more “seasoned” couple .. well, we aren’t getting busy that much any more. It is different now. I have a full time job and I am no longer the spring chicken / college girl I used to be. *Scott has been working crazy hours, including weekends, which puts a damper on the energy we can spare. Sometimes I wish we were spontaneous enough to just go to the bathroom at a sports bar and get busy right there.

Now, I am not the one to hold back my feelings. I told *Scott that I am concerned that our sex life is dwindling. He is not concerned about it at all. I even offered to come over during the weekday for a quickie.

I need a girls night out or something.  Who wants to hang!!

Until next time.