What a stressful
weekend.
Let’s start with
me being excited as usual to see *Scott after work last Friday. When I arrived
at *Scott’s place he jumped in my car looking for our teddy bear that we call
our child. We share custody, and it was my turn to bring him to *Scott’s to
stay the week. I realized that I forgot our “Moomin baby” and he got pretty
pissed. So I got pissed that I left it, and even more pissed that it seemed as
though he was more excited about seeing our baby than to see me.
I was having a
pretty stressful week and I didn’t tell him yet, so adding this on was more
than enough. As soon as we got in his place I jumped in the shower and broke
down crying. I was just exhausted from life. I had no time to vent because we
were headed out to dinner with his sister. Of course we played nice at dinner
as much as possible but it was pretty evident that I was mentally not there.
Once we were back
at him place I opened the flood gates and told him how I have been feeling.
I have been
jealous that he has been having a life outside of me. If you guys don’t know, I
work in finance and I am studying to get my series 7 license and taking classes
online. So when I say I have no time for life, I really don’t.
I also let him
know about some troubles at home. That I will save for another post.
After that I told
him how much I wanted to spice up our relationship and … for the lack of better
words..FUCK MORE.
I felt relieved
that he was understanding. Too bad I could do much since aunt flow was
visiting. I told him that I might make a booty call this week.
Our Saturday was
fun. I went shopping and we went out for dinner, biking, and ice cream. Sunday
turned out to be a horrible day.
The NY Giants
lost their 5th game in a row and *Scott’s best friend and his
girlfriend broke up. *Since the girlfriend *K and I are super close I was heart
broken. I mean we were both crying on the phone together. I hope that they can
work things out.
Until next time!
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