Filipino eye candy

His name is Timbahwolfff on Instagram. As you know I have been getting my work out on and this guy has been my inspiration (for the last few weeks). Why did I choose him? Well, besides the fact that he is a good looking Filipino like my sexy *Scott, he makes me want to have a great body. Oh, I might have neglected to mention he eats tons of Popeyes and still looks amazing. So, every time I look on my iPad it's a reminder to hit the gym and lift some weights. 

When *Scott saw this picture he was a little pissed. He said," I thought you didn't like guys that look like that". I had to let him know.. It would be really weird if I had some half naked girl as my screen saver.

I will build up the nerve one day to message him for some training tips for both of us. Until next time!

Filipino moms have no filter

I was out for a casual dinner with *Scott and his family when out of no where his mom says, "Christal, I see you're getting bigger". Yeah, that happened, at the dinner table about 2 weeks ago. I was floored none the less. I know that I have been gaining weight and I have been going to the gym and trying to eat more healthy but damn.
Lucky for me *Scott's sister came to the rescue before I could say anything else.
She actually yelled at her mom and told her it isn't appropriate to talk like that to people and Americans especially. She then told me that everyone on her mother's side of the family likes to point out weight all the time.
At that time I was about 126 pounds and it is all in my face and thighs. I was a little sad after that. Of course I pretended it didn't hurt my feelings to be called fat but I couldn't believe it.
Since then I have been working out and lost about 5 pounds and hope to get back to the size I was when *Scott and I were first dating (110 lbs).
I came to realize that Asian standard of beauty is totally different than that of African Americans. While Asians may prefer slim bodies, AA's like thickness. Identity crisis or no?
I struggled with mental body issues for a few days after that and came to the conclusion that I will continue to work and eat healthy for ME.
I also confided in my Filipino girlfriend and she told me it is extremely common for old school Filipino moms to have no filter.
Have any of you been through something like this? How did you respond?

I'm back .. for real this time!

I guess it's no time like the present. I know I have been gone but, I see I still have some visitors.

Since the last time I was here I have passed the series 7 and 63 in order to be a licensed representative in the finance company I work for.
I finally graduated college.

Scott and I just celebrated our 3 year anniversary ..

and because of the pressure of school, work, studying for 6 months for an exam, and a relationship I gained a lot of weight.

So here we go guys!