*Scott is finally in his own apartment now. We spent the entire weekend moving things and cleaning his old place. The week before his big move we got into a little fight. I was feeling a little sad and doing my normal overreacting. I had so many thoughts mostly surrounding him cheating and me regretting not moving in. Now, before you jump to conclusions, he did not cheat but, I felt like his new freedom might tempt him to look elsewhere.
This conversation happened to happen while we were sitting outside one of our favorite restaurants Grill 21 having breakfast. I had to let him know that I am really insecure sometimes and I am afraid that he will fall out of love with me. After crying behind my shades we finally cooled down and he put me in my place so to speak. He let me know that he got his own place in hopes that I would one day move in with him and that he had the option of having much cheaper rent by getting a roommate but opted for more privacy for us. He let me know that he was a little pissed I turned down his offer of moving in. He said he is going to ask me one more time next year when his lease is up if I want to move in.
I know that I will be ready by then to take that step in our relationship. Hopefully we will be engaged by then.
Wednesday, July 2, 2014
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