It seems that when I am alone I can come up with a
million things I want to talk or write about. When I am put into a group of new
people I tend to clam up and not speak at all. *Scott has made it his personal
mission to put me into weird places when we are out where I have no choice to
talk to people or sit alone. I am happy he has kicked me out the nest but, I
still find myself struggling with conversations. This past weekend *Scott's
best friend visited for the weekend with his girlfriend. I was excited and
nervous all at once. I love the chance to meet new people but I always fail at
the talking part. I was happy that we were able to keep up conversation but I
don't know what to talk about with other girls. I haven't had a real girlfriend
in years... what do you talk about with your girlfriends? With new friends what
do you talk about? I hate being the person who always reaches out to try to get
to know someone. I feel like I'm in kindergarden, ughhh.
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
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I actually had another comment ready to post yesterday but because I wasn't signed in at wordpress I lost it and left frustrated, haha.
ReplyDeleteAnyway. I still struggle with that feeling of being in kindergarten. I always have this thought in my head with new people that I'm okay with silence or lags in conversations but ARE THEY? I try to remind myself that a conversation takes two people. If neither one of us are talking then the other person maybe struggling like me as well.
As women we so super/over analyze situations. We don't always let ourselves relax and just be.
I always over think things! But we can only try to improve ourselves.
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