This question plagues me every single day leading up to my
final days in school. I feel like I am all over the place for the simple fact
that I want immediate success. I am doing everything in my power to meet my
goal of making $45,000. That is my
aspiration; to get and make money. I feel that once I establish myself I can
finally take the next step in my relationship; engagement. I know that my
relationship will remain stagnant until I meet all my personal goals. With
having a decent paying job I will be able to live the lifestyle that I
previously had before going to school full time. What I mean by that is
shopping and living life. It really sucks that *Scott is footing the bill 99%
of the time we are out doing things. He is such a gentlemen but for once I
would like to surprise him with a video game or an expensive night out on the town.
I often wonder if leaving my previous job was a mistake. I
would be a manager at this point and probably making the amount of money I seek
now. However, I wouldn’t be happy there and I know it. I often thought about
leaving the tri-state area and head to California to start a new life but that
would be very drastic. I have only kept in contact with only one friend that
lives there and I can’t expect them to drop everything and be my guide.
After landing this job I want I would like to focus on
getting my masters degree. I am not fully sure it would be in history but I am
in process of doing the research.
The most important thing to me is that I remain confident
that I will get everything I asked for. I write all of my goals down on a pen
and paper, and I constantly read and reread it. Manifest destiny is what they
call it right? maybe.
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