Needy Thanksgiving

Today is supposed to be a happy day but somehow I couldn’t keep a smile on my face. I missed *Scott and I couldn’t help but wonder what it would be like to visit his family for Thanksgiving. My previous boyfriend and I used to split the holidays between our families. I guess I miss that a bit. It doesn’t help that we barely talk when he goes to his parents’ house. I know of all days he is busy watching football and doing family things but I wonder if he misses me. I wish that he had invited me over for Thanksgiving. Honestly speaking, I always get scared when he goes home. Maybe his parents are going to invite over a girl they want him to be with instead of me. Ugh. A very needy moment.