Spring Break

Spring break is over. Sort of. I didn’t go to class because I was extremely tired on Monday morning and today I am feeling worse. Major sore throat and nothing is working. My weekend was fun. I spent it shooting the web series I am in called Vampz!. First I need to tell you about my spring break. It was long and full of work. I spend my days doing class work, applying to jobs, and cleaning up. *Scott’s apartment has gotten so messy I couldn’t take it. I hope when I go back this weekend it looks clean. Last Thursday was the highlight of our week together. He had an office party that night so I was expecting to be at his place all day alone. However, a few hours after he left for work he called and asked if I were busy. Technically I was off to get a manicure but, he wanted me to go with him and his coworkers on a scavenger hunt around the city. Since I could drive it made it easy. So I rushed and got dressed to go get him and 3 people. It was a black and Asian guy and a white guy. They were super cool and for the next 5 hours we were all over the city. Afterwards they had invited me to join in on their office party at a swanky club downtown. I was super nervous. I wasn’t dressed up and I didn’t want to be nervous. Inside *Scott tried to make me comfortable but I decided to leave after an hour. I didn’t want to have him sit and entertain me and not get to know his coworkers. Later the night I went back to pick him up and he was a little sad I left since all of his co workers wanted to meet the mystery girlfriend who helped his team win the scavenger hunt. We ended our night at a ramen place somewhere in alphabet city. I think that is what that area is. I love being around him but I had to leave. He mad a huge effort to convince me to stay an extra day. So Friday morning we went to run errands and eat breakfast at a Filipino restaurant. It seemed like we talked forever about who knows what. That’s what I like most about being with him. We went back to his place and watched movies until it was time to go. I became so sad I had to hold back tears. I felt so needy but I don’t care anymore. I love being with him and leaving on a day we normally would be together is really hard for me. He tried to get me to stay a little longer again by asking me to dinner but I had to rip the band aid off. He walked me to my car and I drove him back to his door. Super slow. I can’t wait to see him again but I will wait until Friday to go see him since I spent so many days with him last week.