Alone at my Boyfriends' Apartment

For the most part of this past weekend I was at *Scott’s place studying. He spent the weekend working. It felt weird to sit around at his place doing nothing while he was at work. So I made myself useful. I did laundry and went shopping. He had specifically banned me from doing so in order to save up for our cruise so I would have spending money. I have money aside already for that so I went out and got a new pair of converse sneakers and a bunch of BCBG tops. I once again feel like updating my wardrobe to incorporate higher end items after a girl at my school recognized the jacket I had from F21. I immediately knew then I need to shop places that aren’t typical and perhaps more adult. I also spent time this weekend looking at job openings and saving listings so that I can apply later on this week. As I said before I hope to get a job paying $45,000 a year. Even though I will have my degree by summers end, I know hope that without it I can still land a good job. I already have the skill set necessary for decent work so I am not worried. I will also apply for internships just in case. Saturday night I spent time writing and that prompted *Scott to ask about my diary and can I read him an entry. I struggled with doing so because I feel like I can be quite harsh, dramatic, and at time erratic when I write about him. I did it still. He laughed and called me crazy when I read my entries. Things are going smooth between us and dare I say.. nothing so exciting or crazy has happened that would make my blog something so exciting to read. The closer we get the more I want to keep to myself. We will see!