Lazy Weekend Update

I been so busy my head is spinning. Between entertaining family after the death of my grandmother and school. I need a break. Spring break is coming up, Finally!! *Scott and I are doing just fine. I feel like I want to kick it up a notch and start cooking. Since we are both trying to get fit for our cruise in May, eating out has to be limited. This coming weekend *Scott has to work on Saturday and possibly Sunday but he still wants me to come over. So during his business hours I will study and make a great meal. I felt horrible because I had promised *Scott I would make him breakfast but didn’t. I was exhausted after little sleep and morning sex. I knew he was a little upset too. He was looking forward to a great breakfast and I ruined it. I stormed out of his apartment and sat in my car and cried. When he met me he said, “Well, don’t tell me something that I can look forward to”. I was balling. I was upset with myself and perhaps overly dramatic. Give me a break, my aunt flow is due. So, this weekend I am shopping ahead of time and preplanning meals to make it up. I feel like every weekend I fall in love with him all over again.