Return of the Man

I'm finally back into my honey bear’s arms! I was nervous getting ready to see him after nearly 3 weeks apart. I was afraid I wouldn’t like him or things would be different between us. Absence makes the heart grow fonder after a few days but weeks can makes you question if you can continue to go without that person. So there I was, pulling up to *Scotts apartment super calm until I saw him playing basketball. I couldn’t park my car fast enough before I found myself at the gate waving to him like a teenage girl watching her all star basketball player boyfriend dunk. As he walked me inside and I noticed I was distant. I watched him slowly wondering if he missed me, if he missed me as much as I missed him. It felt like going out on a first date. I dressed up a little, making sure my hair and makeup looked wonderful. I also put on a little extra perfume so that when I walked my scent was left behind. I couldn’t touch him though, he was sweaty from playing ball and that only made me more anxious. After he showered he jumped in bed to give me more kisses. This only made me self conscious because we had been apart for weeks and during that time I didn’t shave. I know TMI. I have a wax scheduled right before our cruise next week so you have to let things grow au natural so, I didn’t want *Scott rubbing my body. Yes, it did occur to me that I could have not seen him another week in order to avoid all sexual contact. Distracted by the growl of my tummy *Scott suggested we grab something to eat. He had a taste for chinese food so I suggested we walk to China town. I was shocked when he agreed and we were out the door five minutes later. We talked and held hands the entire way. During dinner we continued to talk about everything. I could never seem to remember exactly what. We made it back to his place and as soon as I walked in he grabbed me and began kissing me. I told him to keep his distance, being too self conscious. That didn’t stop him. He grabbed me into his arms and began to remind me why he is the sexiest guy to me. I am going to spare you all the intimate details. It felt good being around him again and with the encouragement from Diane, I was able to put my insecurities aside for a minute and enjoyed that moment. In my heart of hearts, if that makes sense, I know that he is faithful to me but, I am still a girl right!?

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