The Insecure and Annoying Girlfriend

I guess I can be quite annoying and insecure at times. I am working on that I swear. *Scott has finally made it back to the city and still I don’t know if we can see each other yet. Mothers Day is coming up this weekend and we haven’t set official plans with our parents yet. I really missed him so I got him on the phone to talk a bit. Something we barely do. Talking on the phone has never been our thing so it was a bit awkward. I ended the call upset because I felt like he didn’t want to speak. In turn, I asked him to video chat with me. I was shocked when he was ok with that. He said he isn’t a phone person, and I’d rather see his face more than anything. I felt like a little girl in the candy store when the video of him popped up. We talked about our cruise and random little things. I let him know about my weekend and he let me know about his. I realized, at the moment when my cheeks were burning because I couldn’t stop smiling, that I need to work on my self esteem and my insecurities in our relationship. His presence makes me happy and I know he is the one I want to be with. When we see each other I want to talk to him more about my insecurities and how I plan on working on it. Surprisingly enough, I have never been insecure in a relationship because I knew I was the one in control. However, being with *Scott has brought out emotions I have never experienced in a relationship before. Even after being together for such a long time we still have a long way to go as a couple.

How do you guys handle insecurity in your relationship?