Sexual Insecurities

*Scott is in Miami for the week attending his sister’s graduation from medical school. I guess this trip came right on time because I am all over the place right now. With having to focus on finals and my oh -so important senior thesis my sexual appetite has taken a back seat.  Usually, I want to be with him all the time but recently sleep has being my most prevailing desire. I figure once I finish classes I can get back to my normal self and enjoy a nice vacation away. Maybe that trip will spice things up for us as well. Over the last two months I we have been more apt to cuddling and if we are getting it on it is in the morning before he lifts or workout. I know he is a morning guy and sex after working out might not be that exciting since he would be sore. Working out probably impairs him from getting in the missionary position but not me. So yeah, it is my fault. I guess I could get on top more but I am always self-conscious of my body. It seems my mind tends to wander off thinking about my prickly legs or my enormous breasts. Is there anything in my teeth? If I could be perfectly waxed and made up every time we have sex I would probably be more into it. I can recall one morning I woke up at 7 just to shower, shave, and look pretty just to have sex. The things women go through to please their boyfriend/husband(s). I wish I knew what is going on in his head too. If you are getting it on and your mind wanders, what are you thinking about?